I’m in it. I am trying to push through and be #decidedlySane. However this PMDD is a tenacious affliction, a mind eraser and a killer of aspiration. I’m feeling inadequate and although I set myself up to be active and healthy this week, 2 out of 3 mornings I’ve left the house without my gym bag, have forgotten to take my birth control pill and/or have forgotten to bring my food to work. All these things laid out for me to grab before I head out of the door. Something happens….I get a jolt of anxiety and bolt out of the house to catch my bus and once on the bus I realize that I’ve left my safety gear on the kitchen table. I then become totally consumed with fear. How will I manage the day? How will I get through?